Love/sick Day
Today is Valentine Day and I’m sick and tired. No, I mean it literally. It’s been a long day at work, I’m down with flu and fever, and there will be some major changes in my working environment the next couple of days.
It’s kinda funny how I don’t really feel much about this year’s V Day. It’s just another day for me. Maybe it’s because I’ve gotten used to spend it alone for the past four years, yes, it’s that long since I’ve been attached. And it’s kinda funny seeing my friends complaining about spending it alone this year (though they does spent it alone every year), and they were desperately making attempts to find plans for the evening, then it make me realize something.
I was once like them too.
Finding plans and programs to cover up, or rather, hide the feeling that I’m not spending V Day alone in this world. By going out with friends (all singles, of course), at least I won’t be spending it alone…at least it doesn’t make me feel unwanted, or unloved. Looking back, it does look kinda sad. Hell man, I looked pathetic~!
But I’m not judging people who are doing that, as I’m not in the position to judge anyone and I’m not saying going out with friends on V Days are all poor things.
It’s just that the hype going on around V Day is making singles feeling kinda… well…lonely. Bouquet of flowers, candlelight dinner, chocolates and candies, etc… that is just what I see all around me, what happen to the “everyday is a Valentine Day if you truly love each other” theory? And I believe in that theory. Believe me I’m not an unromantic, stingy fool. I too, have my shares of “walking by the beach, watching the sunset” thingy.
But then, as my friend reminds me, most girls won’t say no to a rose on V Day by their partners, even when they say they don’t want it. And I guess a part of that is true after all.
But whatever happens, this much is true, love does conquer all.
I got to go now, as I had a date with spring. My spring bed, that is. And tonight I had my medications, tissues for my flu, and PS2 to help me spend the whole night. And I wish all couples and singles out there a happy Valentine Day.
And to my “Brother” too, who is enjoying his holiday in Europe right now. Take care, Bro.
Thought of the day: If love-sick means sad or sick because of unreturned love. Then what is sick of loving a person called??
14/02/2006
It’s kinda funny how I don’t really feel much about this year’s V Day. It’s just another day for me. Maybe it’s because I’ve gotten used to spend it alone for the past four years, yes, it’s that long since I’ve been attached. And it’s kinda funny seeing my friends complaining about spending it alone this year (though they does spent it alone every year), and they were desperately making attempts to find plans for the evening, then it make me realize something.
I was once like them too.
Finding plans and programs to cover up, or rather, hide the feeling that I’m not spending V Day alone in this world. By going out with friends (all singles, of course), at least I won’t be spending it alone…at least it doesn’t make me feel unwanted, or unloved. Looking back, it does look kinda sad. Hell man, I looked pathetic~!
But I’m not judging people who are doing that, as I’m not in the position to judge anyone and I’m not saying going out with friends on V Days are all poor things.
It’s just that the hype going on around V Day is making singles feeling kinda… well…lonely. Bouquet of flowers, candlelight dinner, chocolates and candies, etc… that is just what I see all around me, what happen to the “everyday is a Valentine Day if you truly love each other” theory? And I believe in that theory. Believe me I’m not an unromantic, stingy fool. I too, have my shares of “walking by the beach, watching the sunset” thingy.
But then, as my friend reminds me, most girls won’t say no to a rose on V Day by their partners, even when they say they don’t want it. And I guess a part of that is true after all.
But whatever happens, this much is true, love does conquer all.
I got to go now, as I had a date with spring. My spring bed, that is. And tonight I had my medications, tissues for my flu, and PS2 to help me spend the whole night. And I wish all couples and singles out there a happy Valentine Day.
And to my “Brother” too, who is enjoying his holiday in Europe right now. Take care, Bro.
Thought of the day: If love-sick means sad or sick because of unreturned love. Then what is sick of loving a person called??
14/02/2006
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2 Comments:
sick of loving a person will be called LOVE by itself...
SICKed LOve - that is being called ...
Hope u b loved soon ok ..
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